Plus I didn't finish everything Master told me to do today, most of it but not all. Master didn't say anything but I didn't expect Him to after what I realized in my first entry today.
And I am fighting off a shut down. Living with and dealing with the autism I have learned how to tell one is coming, and it is coming. I just need to figure out how to deal with it and get through it on my own without bothering anyone.
Oh, did I also mention I'm dropping? It's a drop that's out of character for me in how it is trying to manifest itself so I'm trying to fight the need to cling with the independence that I exhibit during most drops. If I ignore it, maybe it will go away.
Maybe the 2 hours of sleep I got last night is making things worse. Bed time has been screwy since the accident, too, so I'm not sleeping well.
I know it's all silly and not worth bothering anyone over, so I will figure it out and get through it.
It's what I do.
