60 Days of Submission- Day 2

"Ask Him to spank you. This is more of a playful and intimate spanking. When a submissive offers themselves to their Master, even in the face of some pain, it reinforces the bond of trust and live between them" 

This one is a little different for me. I do not ask to be spanked or whipped any more. Instead I hint and beat around the bush. 

It has been several months since I have been spanked or whipped and, while I don't "need" it anymore, there are times I miss it. 

It is probably my slave's heart that doesn't come right out and ask for it. And I k ow Master can see through my hints, but I can't form the words to ask for it. Maybe it's because I know Master isn't as physical as some and if He wanted to spank of whip me, He would do it on His own without me asking for it. 

The day I feel the impact of the custom, heirloom flogger we had made will be a wonderful day for me. But it will be when Master feels I should feel it. 

Asking to be whipped or spanked it topping from the bottom, and maybe I do have a warped sense of topping from the bottom, but who knows. 

If I do get up the nerve to ask Him to spank or whip me, I know I need to have the grace and dignity to accept His answer, no matter what it is.