As Master's slave, this one really has very few rights. She has chosen to give up any non life essential rights to Master. That was done by this one's own choice, not by force, threat, beating, or coercion.
Some of the rights this one has surrendered have been given back, but as privileges, with the ability for these to be taken away. As a slave, I have the privilege of sleeping with Master in His bed. If things are not done properly or behavior Master expects is not maintained, this one is back on the floor. The "right" to choose what this one wears has been a privilege granted by Master. This one has the ability to choose what she wears and how her hair is done daily. But, if clothing standards are not met (i.e. wearing something too slutty or too tight), Master has every right to restrict the privilege and choose this one's clothes for her. Before recent events, this one had a great many privileges, but she took them for granted, forgot her place, and will now have to earn them back one by one as she earns back Master's trust.
Rewards are a whole different territory. The things this one at one time took for granted as having all the time are now more rewards. Rewards are given according to behavior. This one may have a specific reward she would like to work towards, and in her mind she may say that she is going to do something to earn it, but the reward granted is completely up to Master. Things such as solo play time, a hard spanking with the paddle, a thrashing by the flogger or feeling the kiss of the belt are all rewards. Cuddle time is also a privilege that is now a reward. This one was allowed some cuddle time last night and, after experiencing it last night again, this one will do anything to earn more.
As this one gains Master's trust once again, some of the rewards may be granted more often and some may turn back into privileges. Trust will be slow to regain, but it will happen. By being truthful with Master and not hiding things, doing what this one is supposed to, and accomplishing Master's long term goals for this one, she will agin His trust again. Knowing she had it and lost it, though, has been one of the hardest punishments she has ever faced.
This one will do whatever it takes to prevent disappointing Master like that agin. She will ask more questions when she is unsure, she will speak honestly but respectfully when she has an opinion to voice, and she will not hide anythign from Him in an attempt to spare His feelings.
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