even here

This one had no idea Master would even subconsciously extend her training out in public like He has. Even here He is standing away from this one barely even looking at her or speaking directly to her.
This one went to give Him something and He jerked His arm away at the brush of her fingers against His arm. This one isn't sure what hurts more, Master's cold shoulder in private or His public almost shunning. But this one asked for all of this as penance for her sins.
If this is what this one has to do to hear Him call her girl again or to feel His arms around her again it is worth it though.