Hugs

You ever feel like all you need is a hug? When the crap hits the proverbial fan and all you want is a hug from that special someone? Well, I am feeling like that today. Some shit has hit the proverbial fan and I just want a hug from Him, but, alas, He is not here. He is gone for a noble reason, He is doing what He needs to do right now to support us as a family, I just feel like I could use a hug, but the closest I can come is His hockey jersey.
I try not to burden Him with things like this while He is on the road, the way I feel when moods like this strike, He doesn't need the stress of me feeling like this. But is that fair to Him? Is it right of me to hide feelings like this from Him? I don't want Him to think He has to come off the road and get a job around here. But, again, is it fair for me to hide these feelings? Or is it fair for me to tell Him these feelings, knowing, right now, He can't do anything about them?
I don't know. I wonder how He feels when the shit hits the fan like this, how He copes, but I am afraid to ask Him for fear of stirring up emotions He didn't have before I spoke to Him. I know He is human and He does have feelings and emotions, but, because of His job, He can't dwell on them.
I guess being alone with my thoughts is a dangerous thing at times, lol.