A Slave's Thoughts on Structure

A slavegirl is like a child in many ways, she needs structure to function, routine to keep from getting restless, repetitive tasks to prevent herself from failing at the tasks expected of her. The restlessness and failure breeds laziness and complacency. SDtructure giver her direction and motivation. It makes her accountable for what she has done, for what she does not accomplish. The accountability structure gives makes her answer for things she does, things she does not do, and things she fails to accomplish to the best of her ability. My dynamic dictates the structure given to me. Master has set out the time of day He wants me to be working on the upkeep of our home, the time He wants me to be in bed, and roughly when I should eat, He has encouraged the development of slave routines and rituals, both of which foster structure and the proper frame of mind for a slave. I did not realize that this structure was in place already, and I allowed myself to slip from it in the past, but over the last month or so, I have been holding myself accountable to keeping this structure and adding to it on my own. When I have accomplished everything on my to-do list in any given day, I allow myself an hour in a soothing bubble bath, pampering the slave flesh Master so enjoys, or an hour at the sewing machine, treating Master's slave to a new skirt new covering, I allow myself some time to work on an afghan I am making or to write or read for fun. If the structure was more strict, I do not know if Master would be happy. Isn't the goal of every slavegirl, to see to her Master's pleasure, comfort and desires? Master is not one to discipline His slave for her disobedience. He does not set me up to fail, he does not ask for things He knows I can not accomplish. I also do not try to top from the bottom and, in a way, force Him to do something He does not think would be good for His slave or something that would be against His nature, something He does not feel He could enforce, to do so would be a slavegirl setting her Master up to fail, which is not very slave-like behavior at all. Now, before any readers think there are not things that I would like added, there are. But, again, most of these things are things I should be starting on my own. In the hours that Master has set up for me to keep His home, I should have specific goals and a specific to-do list. This is a way to structure my day further, so I don't sit down without seeing a point to getting off the couch again. At the start of the week, I should sit down for a few moments and think of what I want to accomplish that week, what Master would want me to accomplish. Even going so far as asking Him for His input, if He desires to give it. I would like to stick to the different methods I have found work in the past, these methods, like FLYLady, provide the structure and accountability I crave as a slave, the structure I find falls by the wayside because of my own laziness at times. I would love to ask Master's approval and suggestions for adding a few hours a week into my structure and routines to work out a little, to help get Master's slave fit and trim again. To add more structure, I would like to start asking Master for a blog entry assignment or topic idea every week or so, to be written in my free time, or for some sort of activity to do to occupy my free time, maybe a goal to make a specific number of slave garments or skirts, to fashion a number of new coverings or afghans or things like that. The goal of asking these things would be to do so, to get Master's input, without pestering Him while doing so, since that is not how a slavegirl should behave and act.