I am not sure if I am going to blog issue by issue or not, but I am going to write blogs as they come to mind. The first thing I needed to process, to think about, was what happened, family wise, Friday night.
Master had a surprise weekend home and S came to visit. We all got along well, she got along with our son, she and I got along, so all was good. Master was waiting to see how we all got along before offering her a full collar.
Friday night, in our living room, He offered her a full collar. I do not pretend to be able to read either of their minds or know what they felt or what they were thinking when it was offered, I was not in the room when it was done so I could not read their faces. That was a moment that should have been just them so I was glad to have left them alone for it.
I can speak on my feelings about it. After all the online fakes we have had experience with, and ALL ex's have been online so none of them were fully real, no matter the hurt they may have caused. After all this, I was a little nervous, a little antsy that things wouldn't work out, that she would accept the collar and we would never see her again. I really don't think that would happen, but, it is a possibility, or was, and I was scared it would happen. It did not happen, though.
I am happy that I have a sister again. I am happy that He has a woman He trusts enough to allow things to develop, that I have a woman I can trust who won't try to "steal" Him from me or who will not allow me to "steal" her from Him.
I feel like our family has grown and that this woman is someone we can both come to love in our own way in the confines of the relationship dynamics between us all. This is a woman I can trust with my son, with my home, and with my Husband's heart.
I am happy and proud to share Master's collar with her and look forward to learning more about her, to teaching her what I can, and to watching her grow in the collar.
Welcome to the family, S. It is going to be a great ride!
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