...but oh well... An email? Really? Is that all I am worth to you? All th epast year is worth? You say you care, you say you love me, yet you are ok with breaking it off over email?
I kind of knew this would be the result when I said what I did, but I held out hope you would prove me wrong, but I guess the joke is on me. I really knew you would do ti this way, too, the same way you broke up with Cowboy, through text, the only difference was, He wasn't tired of it so He didn't let you get away with it.
But you know what? I'm tired. You want to take the cowards way out and not face things face to face? So be it. You win. I'm done.
I can't believe I let myself love you, that I let myself believe you loved me. I should have known something was up, hell pics you said were taken just for me were even sent to someone else as well.
So, fuck it, I am done with the cowardice shit, with the running and hiding, with the "its not you its me" bull shit. I actually gave you power over my psyche! I questioned myself as a submissive because of you. No more.
I did love you, I thought you loved me too, but actions, or lack thereof, speak louder then lack of words.
You wanted it to end, you wanted this, I hope you are really sure of yourself and your decision, because now that it is made, it can't be unmade...
Have a good life, I really do wish you all the happiness you ever hoped for. I am just hurt that happiness doesn't include me..
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