Well, due to the economy and an ended contract with the company Master was with, His days home are at an end. He will be going back on the road this week.
While no one ever wants to say good bye to their partner, it has to be done. We have gotten through two years with Him on the road and it was a joy and blessing to have Him home for a whole year and I will be sad to see Him go, but I can be strong for Him and our family. Will it be tough to get used to again? Absolutely. Can I do it? Absolutely.
I have more of a support network around me this time. I have more friends and people who understand the ins and outs of a relationship dynamic like ours, which will make things a little easier for me.
We have ways of staying in contact with each other via phone and email. I am able to send Him pics He may request and I have more things to use to simulate anything He may tell me to do over the phone.
I can do this. I can, also, in the process of doing this for Him, make it easier for Him. I know He feels better leaving if I have things in place in case I need help with something. I know He will feel better knowing I have someone who can fix the car or hang out when the lonely blues get to me.
This time, I can drive, so I don't have to rely on others to go places. I am more involved in the community now. The time between His visits home will go quickly.
The company seems to value drivers more then the last one. It seems like they will go that extra mile to ensure drivers and families are happy. Part of what made it so hard on Him last time was the fact that the company had no respect for drivers, their families, or safety.
Here is hoping that things work out and He is happy at the company. It is my highest hope that I can make it easier on Him to be out when He needs to be and not cause Him any worry about me here at home.
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