90th Post!! Yay!!
Recently, my mother accused me of hiding too much from her. If only she knew. So I have been struggling with the idea of possibly coming out of the toy box to her, telling her all about my life and the way I live with Master. I do not think she will accept it, though, so I don't know.
On one hand, she wants to know all about my life, and in the sake of honesty, I may tell her, but on the other hand, she may not see what I see in this life. She may see it as a bad thing, knee jerk first reaction. I don't know what to do about that. Maybe an email with tons of links to how a BDSM relationship is a good thing and how BDSM can exist in a loving marriage. Hell, maybe I will just link her to this blog, "accidentally" leave it in my signature line of an email or something.
It is something I will have to think about and something I will have to get Master's opinion on, lol.
Speaking of Master, He may be eating His words, literally, tonight. Last night, He told me to take what I wanted from Him, which included a spanking and some good finger action. When I went to climb on top of Him to get some tongue action, He said no, that is a reward I have not earned yet. I really need to get off my ass and make some visible improvements in some of the rooms of the house that I have let go. Mainly, the bedroom and the spare room. He said once I make a visible improvement in those rooms, He will use His tongue. So, I am on a mission to prove to Him that is not a safe bet and it will be done, lol.
I know the 90th post is something that is a celebration, but I will celebrate the 100th post with something special I think.
Well, better get running and do as I am supposed to do today, lol. What do you all think, dear readers, about the whole coming out to my conservative mother? I will not come out about the poly thing, but about the BDSM stuff. Maybe I should start by coming out about my sexuality and take it from there?
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