Monday, January 5, 2009

The Toy Box....

Recently, Master and His second have discussed coming out of the proverbial toy box and He mentioned this to me. If He would like to, I will come out with Him, but I will not come further out then I already am without His knowledge and consent. I am enjoying exploring the toy box with Him because, as He said, He still doesn't know all the toys inside the box.
As Master becomes more comfortable in His role and the contents of His personal toy box, I think we may be more comfortable with not hiding it, but not really broadcasting it either.
I don't have a problem coming out about my bisexuality, in fact, most of my friends know about that part of me. The big problem with that would be my family and possibly His. Again, I am not at all opposed to not hiding it, but not broadcasting it.
I am a little scared of what some family would say if we told them everything, if they would be accepting or not of it.
I am who and what I am, take me or leave me, I don't know if Master feels that way at the moment, or how far He would want to go with not hiding it, that is up to Him. I would feel completely comfortable if He were to call me one of the submissive names He uses occasionally in public or when with a group of friends or if He were to give me a rough kiss instead of a gentle one when hanging out with friends. Again, though, since we hang out with mostly His friends and our neighbors, it would all be at His discretion.

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