Submission

When I think of what it means to be a submissive, many different things go through my mind. What does it mean to serve Master? First thing is first, and foremost, my submisssion is not forced. It is a natural part of me, it is who and what I am, just like Master is naturally a Dominant, I am naturally a submissive.
But, what is submission? What does it mean to submit to one's Husband? To me, it is empowering. Submitting to Master actually gives me the freedom to enjoy things. In a purely erotic sense, it gives me the freedom to completely enjoy myself during sex, the freedom to explore those deep sexual recesses of my mind where things lie that most individuals shrink back in horror at. Submiting to Master gives me the chance to enjoy sex, knowing that ultimate pleasure will inevitably be granted.
Giving up control of oneself to someone else is liberating. Especially when you know the One will also give you pleasure in return. To me, submission is doing small things to show Master I love Him. It is more then kneeling before Him, it is more then granting Him a title, it is more then words or actions.
It is thinking about what would make His day a little easier and doing it, it is thinking what would make Him happy and doing it. It is, partly, doing things for Him and enjoying doing them. It is doing as He asks for the pure enjoyment of pleasing Him. It is so much more then just a sexual surrender.
I may be rambling here, and things may not seem to be in order, but it is how I feel. Maybe I will come back later and tidy the post up a bit, lol