I have debated how to write this. Master gave me an assignment to record my thoughts on my sisters and the feelings I am watching develop between Him and the girls. At first, I was going to do a post for each of them, but decided to combine them into one post because a lot of the themes will run through both, they are all so intertwined. It would be impossible to record my feelings watching the relationships develop without connecting the two of them. Each relationship is not a separate entity, but simply parts of the whole.
As Master began this adventure, I have to admit I was cautious because of our past history with other relationships. Master collared my younger sister about six months ago. She has grown and flourished under her collar. It really is a joy watching her grow into her role as a true slave, watching her flourish and thrive. Knowing I was part of her development feels good.
My older sister's collar was more recent. J just got out of a very long term relationship in which she was not as happy as she could be. Watching her become the happy person she once was under Master's collar has been a pleasure. I get the privilege of watching one of my oldest friends become happy once again.
By helping the two girls flourish under Master's collar, turning my experience serving Him into training, I have the wonderful honor of turning that experience into a way to help the girls learn to serve Master in a way that makes Him happy.
Watching Him be as happy as He has been has been amazing. Seeing Master happy makes me happy.
I know He has developed feelings for both of the girls. Watching Master come to care for my sisters has been a joy. It is like I get to watch how He fell for me, but from the outside. It is hard to put into words, watching Your Master fall in love with one other woman, even more so watching it happen with two. Watching the emotions build and develop has been wonderful. All three of them, Master and my sisters, are giddy and just so happy. I love looking on and watching Master realize His feelings.
I get to see another side of Master as I watch these relationships develop.
As His slave, I have become used to Master's tender and romantic side. I tend to take it for granted. Watching Master with my sisters, watching His tenderness and, yes, romantic side, come out, I am remembering how He was with me, and I see His little moments of tenderness with me more clearly.
Watching Him fall in love with my sisters is allowing me to fall in love with Him all over again.
I love my sisters, but not as they love Master. I love them as equals and as my sisters. I love watching them with Master and how they interact with Him. I love seeing Master's face light up when He talks about them.
Does this all completely answer Master's questions? Maybe not, but it is how I feel and how I see things.
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