Wednesday, July 6, 2011

Choices, surrender, and my thoughts. (162)

I have been seeing submissives and slaves use the phrase "I chose this lifestyle and my role in it and I chose who I give the gift of my submission to" a lot. I have a problem with this phrase. As a lifestyle 24/7 slave I no more chose to be a slave then I did to be a female. As a slave I have no choices unless they are granted to me by Master. Being a slave is who I am, what I am. It is "hard wired" into my very being much like my eye color and height are.
I have no rights on my own, only those given to me by Master. I only act the way Master expects me to act, I dress the way Master expects me to dress, I speak the way Master expects me to speak, I eat what and when Master expects me to eat, I speak to only those Master is ok with me speaking to. Notice a pattern?
Like many slaves, I had to come to terms with this way of being. When I accepted thinking like this, things got easier for me, I was happier.
Once this realization took hold, I had my direction. I knew I had to find my Master, someone worthy who would not take undue advantage of me, of what and who I am. I knew I found that person when I met Master. At first He did not realize what He is, deep down inside. Once He realized it, I knew I had found my true Master, the one I was made to serve, the one I was meant to serve. I don't know if it was so much that I chose Him or that I just fell in love with the person whose feet I was created to be at in chains.
Those are just my feelings and thoughts on the matter.
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