New collar/New life

For all intents and purposes, Master and I have been Gorean fore a while. As we have both read the books, though, we have realized we both want to add more to our lifestyle over time. So Master and I have officially become Goreans. As we both get more comfortable with the new lifestyle, I am sure there will be more to add about this, but, for now, there have been little changes and Master has become more strict with following the rules already set up.

He also placed a new collar around my neck!

This is the new collar. It is fashioned after the ones worn in the books in the town called Turia. I love it! It is so comfortable yet heavy at the same time. The weight is a constant reminder that I am owned.
It is also, by design, much harder for me to take off on my own then any other collar I have worn in the past. The screw that holds this closed is a sunken allen screw that can only be opened with an allen wrench, one smaller then you would usually find in a hardware store.
I have only taken it off once, to get through airport security last week. I couldn't wait to get it back on, lol. I can shower in it, in fact, that is how to keep it clean, just run some soap over it while in the shower, lol, I can wash my face and neck in it, and I can sleep in it, that is all that matters!
When He put it on me, it was very sweet. We were making out and He asked if I was sure I wanted to make the change to the Gorean lifestyle. I said yes, so He looked me in the eyes and just said "Submit."
I dropped to my knees, hands over my head, wrists crossed, and submitted to Him. He bound my wrists together and placed the new collar on my neck.
He has collared me in the past, but there was something about Him closing the sleet around my throat that was...different. The total and complete surrender is there and it is complete. I feel whole even though I did not know I wasn't complete before.
I know some of that sounds sappy, but it is the truth, lol.