I have been a very lucky girl. Master has been asleep when the worst sub drop I have had with Him hit. I just don't like Him seeing me like that, vulnerable and not in complete control. Sub space has always been my escape from the world for a few moments after an intense scene, it was something that was all mine.
Well, the other day, I slipped into a sub drop before He fell asleep. It snuck up on me and I was not ready for it. It was intense, I felt like I was falling and spinning, it was wonderful at the same time. Master had no idea what was going on.
I have gone through this with my sister several times, usually after a scene I have had with Master, she will help me through it, and I have helped her through it as well. But this time, Master was still awake and saw it. He reacted by instinct and it was just what I needed.
I think I may have scared Him a little with the Sub drop, but He handled it with love, calmness, and cherishing.
I wonder how He would handle a sub drop where I feel like I need pain. Lol...
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