I know, I know, don't let her bother me, but after everything I have been through, what we have recently discovered, and what has recently been processed by me, yes, her actions and words hurt. I guess she didn't realize how respected my name is in this community or how highly regarded House R really is.
It seems that every time I say something that shows I have a brain or I am of strong will, she goes behind my back and questions my slavehood. I say something about a public scene I have done, which is not very often and which have stopped now, she asks someone who was there if they have had sex with me, forgetting that she herself has seen a public scene I was part of.
Every time I politely bow out of an event with large quantities of alcohol, she comments that I don't know how to let loose and relax. (Anyone who has had a drinking problem like I did can see why that would be an issue for me) Any thing she attends turns into a gathering for alcoholics.
I do not need someone who has a mouth like hers ANYWHERE near a scene I am involved in. Readers know I know my stuff, I know what I am talking about, but when I tried to teach something she pipes up and makes herself sound horribly uneducated and I had to stop the unofficial workshop. But I take full responsibility for that since I should have realized everyone was too drunk for it to be considered ANYWHERE within the realm of SSC.
She opened her mouth and actually ruined one of the most beautiful experiences a slave can have, slave space (deeper than sub space) and almost caused me to crash back to Earth, and if Master was not the Man He is I would have crashed.
I know I should not let her bother me, but I don't like what she is trying to do to Master's reputation, the House's reputation, or my reputation.
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