I miss/I want....

I have been reflecting about my relationships the last few days, really thinking about what I want out of them, what works and what doesn't. I am partially to blame for the powder keg that has become one because I let my submissive nature prevent me from speaking up when something started to bother me. I refuse to allow that to happen again.
So, I have been thinking about the little things I miss, the gestures, the words. Master is an awesome Master, one who knows what He is doing and who learns if He doesn't know something. I find it amazing, sometimes, when I look back and realize I really was His first submissive. That would have been very intimidating for many Men, and most Doms I know would not have wanted that responsibility, but Master took it, embraced it, and excelled at it.
But I miss the small things. The morning text exchange when I would say good morning and He would answer with "Good morning, My slave" or "Good morning, slave." The expectation of a to do list being sent every morning. The use of my roll to refer to me instead of my name. There is just something about being called slave by Him that gets my slave's blood in a boil.
I miss the occasional bed time assignment, given without my begging or bugging Master. My favorite was being told to leave a vibe on for the hour between bed time and lights out, then turn it off but leave it in until it was time to wake up at 7.
I want to be held under Gorean slave discipline while I try to trim down my weight and size.
I want things to be back where they were, when Master would tell me to stay in a position for Him and only His words held me there.
I want to be given blog or journal assignments, or post/entry goals for the week.
I would love for the occasional, out of the blue, motion text to be sent. Just to show Master is thinking of His slave. Just as He likes the reminder that we are thinking of Him, we like it as well.
I would love to be doing something and get a random, out of the blue text playing with my ability. A text with just three letters and nothing more, or just simply "*snap*" or something like that, just to tease and torment me, as is Master's right. Or to be teased with mental images all day, or with the wearing of the Ben Wa Balls all day, without the command given, going to bed without cumming, knowing that in doing so I have pleased Him.
I miss the gentle correction or the ignoring of what I have said when I do not use the proper manner of speaking when speaking to Master. If a brand new slave with no training can remember to speak as a slave, why can't I?