For the first time in over a year, I went a full day without talking to Master. No, not because we are fighting or anything, just because. Master was sitting for the whole day yesterday so I figured I would leave Him alone and let Him relax, lol. If it was an emergency or important I talk to Him I would have called, but nothing happened.
It gave me time to think, time to remember exactly how much I love Master. It was hard not talking to Him, and I still have not, I felt like I was going crazy at some points, but I made it.
I had time alone with my thoughts, alone with my feelings and emotions. I love Master with all my heart and I am completely devoted to Him and only Him (Unless He lets me play with Tiger_Eyes, lol) I freely have given myself up to Him and His control and domination. If He were to ask, I would sign a paper saying He was legally my owner, I know He would never ask me to do this, but if He were to ask, I would without hesitation. The day without Master also helped me to see where I could improve myself, not only as a submissive to Him, but also as a woman, as a wife. There are areas where I am lacking, where I need improvement, and I am going to be working on those areas.
In a way, Master's day off was good for me. I realize where I was lacking and how to fix those areas to better serve and show my devotion to Master and our family.
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