To me, submission is the giving of myself completely to Master. My body is His to use, enjoy, cherish, please, and tease. My heart is His, full of love and devotion to Him. My mind is full of thoughts of Him. My soul is His.
Do not confuse submission with blind following or brainwashing. I still have my own mind, I still speak it. I have opinions, I still voice them. I am not a mindless drone who is only around to serve Master. I, instead, choose to give up control of certain situations to Him.
The best submission, true submission, is given freely to One who deserves it. It is earned. It is a gift not given lightly. It is complete.
My submission to Master means I have the utmost trust in Him. It means I love Him with all my heart and soul. It means I know He will not do anything to harm me or to betray my trust.
Does being His submissive and wearing His collar mean we ONLY have kinky sex? No, it does not. We do make love in the traditional way some times. Our connection is deep and true. Do I do things for Him just because I am a submissive? No, I do these things because I like to do them. I don't do anything because I am submissive, rather, I am submissive because I do them.
Being in a submissive role fulfills something within me that I can't explain. I feel like I am in my rightful place when I am submitting to Him. The fact that He has never once demanded my submission makes it all the more meaningful when I give it.
The meaning of submission, to me, is ever changing, is ever evolving, is ever a work in progress. I am not a slave, I am my own person.
I am a submissive, I am not a doormat.
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